Sometimes.....

We have been having great "normal" days. Severin has gained 8 oz again this week. This is great because he really prefers nursing, over the high cal. bottle. I figure he could burn through 30 cals. screaming while trying to get a 27 cal bottle in him or I can nurse him and he gets all 20 cals. I do my best to get him to eat 3 bottles in a day. He has discovered his fingers. When he finally gets them to his mouth and starts to suck he gets a disapointed look on his face when there are no milkies. He is being very stingy with his smiles. I will post a picture as soon as I catch one. Sometimes I pretend Severin has a healthy heart. He looks good. He is growing. He makes baby sounds and doing baby things. His eyes are very captivating. The next miracle we look for is a good nap without Neleh screeching, laying on him in his swing or climbing in his bed with him. It is amazing any of us survive siblings! I even over look the oxygen tubes we all trip over, as I carry him around the house. His next surgery is always in the back of my mind.